30 noiembrie 2010

Recunoastere (Recognition)

Unde am ramas,cine sunt?
In urma mea vad doar farame de mine
Descompus sufletul s-a transformat intr-un nimic
Nu a ramas in spate decat o urma franta de destin
Calcata in picioare de cei care aleagra-n jur pe langa mine
De el, de voi, de toti ce m-ati muscat ca niste fiare
Cand am intins o mana si ati sarit ca sa ma sfasiati de egoism
Si azi ma-ntreb de ce nu sunt la fel ca ieri
Cat de naiv inca mai sper ca am sa fiu la fel ca altadata
Frustrari ca nu ma mai cunosc privind oglinda
Caci parca nu ma mai reflect in geamul ei
Si simt ca pana si privirea mea e alta,si zambetul e parca mai absent
Ce-am devenit?O fiara printre fiare
Traiesc ca sa ii vad cum cad incet, in fata mea pe rand
Si-am sa-i trantesc eu la pamant de vor ramane in picioare
Si-am sa-i reinviu si-apoi sa-i fac sa cada iar-nfranti, palind
Dar cine sunt?Mi-e frica azi de mine,de fiece miscare ce o fac
Caci mi se pare c-am uitat de mult sa tac, si tot vorbesc
Caci am uitat de mult de sentimente,de vise,de idealuri purpurii
Unde am ramas, cine sunt?
In urma mea vad doar pasii tacuti
Incet, totul a fost acoperit de fum si m-am pierdut
Unde am ramas,cine sunt?
Si cat as vrea sa pot ca sa o iau de la-nceput...

Where I left myself, who I am?
Behind me I see only pieces of what I was
Broken, the soul has turned into nothing
Behind has left nothing but a trace broken by fate
Trashed by those running around me
By him, by all that bitten me like some beasts
When I stretched my hand and you jumped to tear me with selfishness
And today I wonder why I'm not the same of yesterday
How naive I am still hoping that I’ll be like in old times
Frustrations that I don't recognize my face in the mirror
Is like I don't see my reflection in her glass
And I think that even my look is different, and the smile is even more absent
What I've become? A beast among beasts
Living to see them falling down slowly, one by one in my front
And I will push them to ground by myself if they will still stand by
And I will resurrect them and then make them fall again, defeated, fading
But who I am? Today I'm afraid of me, of every movement that I make
Cause it seems that I've forgotten to shut, and I keep talking
Cause I've forgot about feelings, about the dreams, about ideals
Where I left myself, who I am?
Behind me I only see my silent steps
Slowly, everything was covered in smoke and I've lost
Where I left myself, who I am?
And how I wish I could take it all from the beginning...

23 noiembrie 2010

Fara ea nu pot (Without her)

Fara ea nu pot
Oricat incerc sa o alung o vreau mereu aici
Sa stiu ca ma iubeste doar pe mine
Chiar daca-n sinea mea imi spun ca n-o iubesc
O vreau aici atunci cand toata lumea pleaca
O vreau aici chiar daca nu-i firesc
Fara ea nu pot
Desi ii spun sa plece o-ntorc mereu din drum
Apoi c-o vorba rece o pun iar la pamant
De vad ca se ridica si merge inainte
N-o prind,o las sa mearga, si o privesc mergand
Caci stiu ca maine iara o s-o intorc razand
Fara ea nu pot
Ii spun mereu c-aici nu-i loc pentru-amandoi
Dar mai apoi o chem caci fara ea-i pustiu
Nu pot s-o las deoparte oricat as vrea sa pot
Nu pot caci imi lipseste privirea ei prea trista uneori
Si zambetul copilaresc, si chipul ce mereu imi da fiori
Nu pot caci imi lipseste sa-mi spuna "Tot e bine"
Si cine-o sa-mi mai fure zambete-n nopti tarzi
Nu pot s-o las in urma, caci fara ea nu pot
Atunci cand ploua-afara sa vad in picuri soare
Cand totul e zadarnic sa fac posibil tot
Fara ea mi-e mai bine,dar tot o vreau aici
Si nu o mai suport,ciudat cum pan' la urma
O vreau in preajma mea.Nu vreau sa imi vorbeasca
Dar de atatea ori inconstient astept sa o aud
Fara ea nu pot
Ma mint in fiecare zi ca vreau ca sa dispara
Fara ea nu pot
E atat de dulce cand imi face viata atat de amara.

Without her I cannot
No matter how I try to banish her I want her always to be here
To know she loves only me
Even if I tell myself that I don't love her
I want her here when everybody else is leaving
I want her here even is not natural
Without her I cannot
Although I tell her to leave I always turn her back from the road
Than with a cold word I put her down again
As I see her standing up and moving forward
I don't catch her, I let her go and I stay watching how she's leaving
Cause I know that tomorrow I'll bring her back, laughing
Without her I cannot
I always say that here there is no place for both
But then I call her back cause without her is empty
I can't leave her as much as I wish I could
I can't because I miss her eyes sometimes too sad
And her childish smile, the face that always gives me creeps
I can't because I miss her saying to me "Everything's fine"
And who's going to steal me some smiles lately at night
I can't leave her behind cause without her I can't
When outside is raining to see the sun shining in raindrops
When everything seems to be in vain to make possible all
Without her it's much better, but I still want her here
And I can't take it her anymore, but  strange how finally
I want her around me. I don't want her to talk
But many times unconsciously I expect to hear her voice
Without her I cannot
I lie every day that I want her away
Without her I cannot
She is so sweet when she makes my life so bitter.

20 noiembrie 2010

Aroma clipelor.... (Flavor of memories)

Aroma clipelor de alta data
A ramas uitata printre asternuturile astazi reci
Inca mai simt parfumul fericirii printre perne
Si-n minte mi se contureaza trupul tau
Inca te simt in dreapta mea,te simt ciudat
Ca pe un fior rece, ce ma face sa tremur tacuta
Si mi-a ramas in minte,privirea ta intiparita
Precum un tatuaj facut intr-un moment de nebunie
Si care chiar de e indepartat cu greu apoi
Ramane cicatricea si urma ca a fost acol' odata
Atat de singura pe cat de plina ma simteam atunci cu tine...
Un nou val de parfum adus de vant
Ma face sa te simt din nou prezent aici
E doar intunericul ce ne invelea truprile dezgolite
Cand sfiosi ne ghemuiam in colturi diferite
Si ne pierdeam intr-o eternitate doar a noastra
In care ne-am pierdut intr-un final, de tot
Si da, a ramas doar aroma clipelor de alta data
Uitata-n aerul ce il respir adeseori atat de greu
Caci ma sufoca amintirile plutind din jur
Cand stau cu capul pe perna ce odata
Stateai si tu....

Flavor of moments from other days
Has remained forgotten among the cold beddings today
I still feel the perfume of happiness through the pillows
And my mind is outlining the shape of your body
I still feel you by my side, I feel you strange, blind
Like a cold shiver that makes me silently tremble
And I have your eyes etched in my mind
Like a tattoo done in a moment of madness
That even if is removed later
Remains the scar and the trace that one day it was there
So lonely as filled I used to feel being with you
A new wave of perfume brought by the wind
It makes me feel you again here with me
It's just the darkness that used to cover our naked bodies
When shy we cuddled in different corners of the bed
Lost into our eternity
In which we lost ourselves in the end forever
And yes, it remained just the flavor from the moments of other days
Forgotten in the air which sometimes it's hard to be breath
Because there are memories floating around, feel suffocated
When I lay on the pillow where once
You used to stay...