Fara ea nu pot (Without her)

Fara ea nu pot
Oricat incerc sa o alung o vreau mereu aici
Sa stiu ca ma iubeste doar pe mine
Chiar daca-n sinea mea imi spun ca n-o iubesc
O vreau aici atunci cand toata lumea pleaca
O vreau aici chiar daca nu-i firesc
Fara ea nu pot
Desi ii spun sa plece o-ntorc mereu din drum
Apoi c-o vorba rece o pun iar la pamant
De vad ca se ridica si merge inainte
N-o prind,o las sa mearga, si o privesc mergand
Caci stiu ca maine iara o s-o intorc razand
Fara ea nu pot
Ii spun mereu c-aici nu-i loc pentru-amandoi
Dar mai apoi o chem caci fara ea-i pustiu
Nu pot s-o las deoparte oricat as vrea sa pot
Nu pot caci imi lipseste privirea ei prea trista uneori
Si zambetul copilaresc, si chipul ce mereu imi da fiori
Nu pot caci imi lipseste sa-mi spuna "Tot e bine"
Si cine-o sa-mi mai fure zambete-n nopti tarzi
Nu pot s-o las in urma, caci fara ea nu pot
Atunci cand ploua-afara sa vad in picuri soare
Cand totul e zadarnic sa fac posibil tot
Fara ea mi-e mai bine,dar tot o vreau aici
Si nu o mai suport,ciudat cum pan' la urma
O vreau in preajma mea.Nu vreau sa imi vorbeasca
Dar de atatea ori inconstient astept sa o aud
Fara ea nu pot
Ma mint in fiecare zi ca vreau ca sa dispara
Fara ea nu pot
E atat de dulce cand imi face viata atat de amara.

Without her I cannot
No matter how I try to banish her I want her always to be here
To know she loves only me
Even if I tell myself that I don't love her
I want her here when everybody else is leaving
I want her here even is not natural
Without her I cannot
Although I tell her to leave I always turn her back from the road
Than with a cold word I put her down again
As I see her standing up and moving forward
I don't catch her, I let her go and I stay watching how she's leaving
Cause I know that tomorrow I'll bring her back, laughing
Without her I cannot
I always say that here there is no place for both
But then I call her back cause without her is empty
I can't leave her as much as I wish I could
I can't because I miss her eyes sometimes too sad
And her childish smile, the face that always gives me creeps
I can't because I miss her saying to me "Everything's fine"
And who's going to steal me some smiles lately at night
I can't leave her behind cause without her I can't
When outside is raining to see the sun shining in raindrops
When everything seems to be in vain to make possible all
Without her it's much better, but I still want her here
And I can't take it her anymore, but  strange how finally
I want her around me. I don't want her to talk
But many times unconsciously I expect to hear her voice
Without her I cannot
I lie every day that I want her away
Without her I cannot
She is so sweet when she makes my life so bitter.